he still loving me...

他到底还是想着怎么挽回~
之前send了一封警告信息~
明明说了不要再contact的,so?
今天跟他对话,我觉得我不后悔~



:)(him) mixueer0918(me)

:) : you really hate me now?
:) : i am sick 
:) : always looking at your photo and feel sad
:) : i even cry a few time already
:) : why you want to break my heart?
:) : do you know how much i love you?
:) : why you want to hurt me like this?
:) : bcoz you already get new bf?

mixueer0918: 1. the only thing i hate u is,u always talk about that sensitive topic which is i hate the most!

2 hours later,he messaged me 
(If i no talk about sex,will you love me agian?)
PS: i did not reply him...

mixueer0918 : 2. i dint break ur heart,u hurt urself
mixueer0918 : 3. it's the most important thing!! i will never find a new BF!!
mixueer0918 : not i still love u
mixueer0918 : we hurt each other's heart
mixueer0918 : i cant get used to it

:) : i never hurt you
:): only you misundersatnd

mixueer0918: when u talk about sex
mixueer0918 : no
mixueer0918 : u never know how u hurt me

:) : i will no talk again

mixueer0918 : no use..

:): i will just talk after married
:) : can you give us one more chance?

mixueer0918 : when u apologize to me,i know i'll get hurt again

:) : i really love you truely madly deeply with my whole heart
:) : i know you also love me so much

mixueer0918 : no
mixueer0918 : wrong feeling i guess

:) : then nvm loh
:) : i just try to save our love..
:) : but you really no love me...no point 

mixueer0918 : no love???
mixueer0918: u must know 1 thing

:) : do you know how much i love you?

mixueer0918 : when u hurt me,i know there's no future for us
mixueer0918 : no
mixueer0918 : i dont know
mixueer0918 : cuz we meet from the social network
mixueer0918 : and i couldn't know which is right or wrong...
mixueer0918 : true or fake

:) : but tell you one thing..you are my true love
:) : that why i trying to save our relation
:) : if i love you ..i already go away now
:) : nvm loh
:) : even you no more love me..i will love you forever
:) : that all i can say

mixueer0918 : are u trying to test me or what??

:) : no matter what i will love you forever
:) : nothing can change my love 

mixueer0918 : i ady said,there's no hope between u and me...
mixueer0918 : there's a gap between us
mixueer0918 : bcuz of age i think
mixueer0918 : totally different thinking
mixueer0918 : u're looking a GF for ur entire life
mixueer0918 : i'm looking BF , think that he can concern me
mixueer0918 : u must know, i just need to be concerned
mixueer0918 : not sex relation
mixueer0918 : that's is the reason why i hate the most when u talk all those thing

:) : so...you cannot give us one more chance
:) : then i leave you forever after today

mixueer0918 : if u want,can...
mixueer0918 : no hope
mixueer0918 : i'm clear now

:) : i never beg any gal b4
:) : this is the first time i beg you for love

mixueer0918 : of course u say like that
mixueer0918 : cuz ur previous GF make love with u
mixueer0918 : so that u can leave her whenever u want
mixueer0918 : this is how u guys think,rite?

:) : no
:) : even you allow me to ml..i will never ml with you
:) : you take care
:) : bye forever



我很庆幸我没心软接受他...
我跟他真的没有未来...
年龄差距,思想不同,性格不合...
很奇妙,这些怎么会发生在我身上?
我很差劲吗?
我要求的是一个能疼爱我,关心我的人就够了~!
我不要求他有钱,我不要求他驾跑车,穿名牌~!
要求很过分?
我知道自己有几两重,所以要求不高~
这世界真的很难找到一个“你爱他,他也爱你的人”

听过一句“女人需要找一个他爱你多过你爱他的人,再坚强的女人也需要爱”
很有意思~
我是很需要爱,我承认!
当他关心我,我是真的很感激,也有可能会改变我的想法~
我认为年龄不会是个大问题,哪知?
我做了个重要决定~
成为单身一族也不是不好~
我只不过是想找一个人静静地陪伴我过一生~
就算是老过我,也没关系~
怎么说变就变?
他一开始说了那些sex的东西,我就接受不了了!

试问,你该怎么去相信一个人?
而且还是从某个social network认识的?
怎么相信那个人说的是实话?
他说他爱我..
他说他把我的照片贴满整间房间...
他说他很想念我...
他反问我:你知道我有多爱你吗?
这算什么?
到头来,他还是想挽回这段感情~
我不是不爱,只是是时候死心了~
我要的爱不是这样的!
怎么没有一个人明白呢?!

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