我不想这样....

冲动,冲动,冲动!!!
你们明白不?!
这是冲动!!!!
我不想跟你们辩论什么~
因为错先在我!
而且,我也不想别牵扯进去!

只是几句不好听的话,就足以破坏全部好友的感情!
你以为我想?!
相信我,现在我心里比你们还难过!
更后悔!!!!

我以为我可以平淡的过一生!
就是因为我的“鸡婆”!!
够了~
我也不想帮任何一个人!
重新声明!
我只想静下来,一个人好好想想以后自己该走什么路!
眼看考试即将到来!
我却因为这件事而难过+烦恼!!!
我真的不想!
我真的不想这么做!
我不想管!
我不想没了你们这帮对我那么重要的朋友!

自从hong从她的好友名单delete我了之后~
我想了很多~
也很难过~
有时一个人冲动的时候,是什么事都做出来的~
就是因为冲动,你们明白吗?
后悔,我知道没用~
但我会尝试补偿~

就算没办法补偿~
我也会尽我所能一一的向你们道歉!
好,错完全在于我!!!
我在这里求求你们!!!
别吵了!!!
别吵了!!!
别再成论下去!
别再做任何破坏友谊的事了!!!
我发誓,我从此再也不会了!
行不!!!!!!

haizz...

i'm begging u ...
dun involve me in tat case....
我真的很不想被牵扯进去
如果被牵扯进去,我将会脱不了身....
这对我,对你,都很不公平....

其实,这不关我的事。。。
只是冲动....
冲动的写下那一些话...
害到我跟elhong说话都那么尴尬~
还删除我为友...T^T
sad....

我们从来没这样过~
千不该,万不该的就是....
那些我所写下的话....
一半,是给elhong的~
一半是给那个马来婆的~

嘉的blog...
她所表达的是她的表姐/妹....
又不懂pei ying跟chee pei说啥...
haizz...
害到我跟她们俩都那么尴尬....

真是的。。。
我讨厌朋友们讨厌我....
不是因为你,不是因为其他人。。。
而是我自己....

Got a hater in your life? You might like these quotes!

1. Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them more.

2. Don't hate cuz I'm cute and sweet; hate cuz you can't compete.

3. Don't hate me because I wasn't who you thought I was or who you wanted me to be. From start to finish you never knew the real me.

4. Don't hate me because I'm beautiful; hate me because... Well, okay. Hate me because I'm beautiful.

5. Hating is the sincerest form of flattery.

6. Don't hate what you can't imitate.

7. Hated by many. Confronted by none.

8. Haters only hate the things that they can't get and the people they can't be.

9. Haters wanna play hard. I won't pretend to be mad. I'll just disregard you like my memory's bad.

10. Hating on a certain name only gives them fame.

11. If you don't like me remember it's mind over matter; I don't mind and you don't matter.

12. If you hate me or what I'm reppin then click the [x] and get to steppin!

13. It's better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are not.

14. Keep looking my way. My head is held high. You wanna bring me down? I dare you to try.

15. Love me or hate me. Either way I'm on your mind.

16. So many assume. So little know.

17. They can't hurt you unless you let them.

I dun wan to be involved!!!

From now on, i'll standing in the middle for helping nobody!!!
plz dun involve me and letting me become moody!!!!
the problem u must and compulsory to settle by URSELF!!! 
without me,without wei jia and without anyone!!!
this is non of my business!!!
dun say anything to me!!!
I dun wan me and other friends of the relationship becomes very bad!!

i'm so tired fot this.... 
dun wan care about "tat matter" anymore... 
i'm sorry...juz let me rest for a moment, ok?? 
I'll act like normal and doesn't wanna care about anything again... 
i dunnoe why i'm being such a fool now...

JUST DUN INVOLVE ME!!!!
I'M SO TIRED!!
AND I GOT EXAM NEED TO FACE IT!!!!
F.U.CK....