I hurt two groups of friends in one day!!

Ah ~ how powerful I am~
I hurt two groups of friends in one day!!
genius!!


I really dun deserve have any friends!!
how come i can being like this??
i know it's hurt, but how??!!
Do you think I want that so?


plz...i'm not that kind of person okay???!
i just cant control myself!!!
letting u all down, i'm so sorry to u guys....
i'm so sorry for u guys from my heart....
to the friends from my home town and KL...


God, i'm so tired of this world...
can You let me go to the Heaven that I'm looking for?
but i think Hell is more suitable for me....
cuz i hurt my friends so much...


God, I'm willing to suffer and willing to pay all the debts...
Let me leave earlier from this cruel world...
I feel that I could not hold it much longer....
plz...
let me leave earlier....


i know i cant letting my parents down and either hurt them again...
just....just....
let me leave earlier from this world....
i'm begging You....
plz......


I'm willing to give up life...
willing to give up that opportunity to love others...
willing to give up that opportunity to make friends....
Just because I dun want to hurt others...
and I dun want to be hurt form the others....